Friday, May 6, 2011

Gift

I had one of those days today. One of those days when it hits me how much I love teaching. It has been an insane year. I have sat head in hands wondering if this year was ever going to end. But not today. Today I basked in the wonder that is my class of nine unique children. Through no fault of their own, they bear conditions and needs that make it necessary for them to be in a self-contained Special Education classroom. I know, I know, I make jokes about tranquilizer guns and tazers because they can really test the limits of human endurance. Sometimes, though, I think I’m the only one who gets to see how perfect they are. It’s my gift. On a daily basis, I get to see unfettered joy over the little things in life, like a poorly rendered paper shark. I get to see unbridled imagination that not only exists on another level, but a few dimensions over in a galaxy far, far away. I see true loyalty that would fight to the death and chivalry so pure it outstrips any a poet could compose. I see compassion, tenderness, and affection uncomplicated and knows nothing of labels or impairment or disorder. It is my gift from God. He gives me the privilege of witnessing true perfection. So many times I ask myself, “Why do I do this?” And then I have one of those days.

3 comments:

Su said...

Yay! God sends us those days so that we don't completely lose our minds, I think. :)

Lisa said...

I've about decided that the tazers and tranquilizers are for the adults I encounter. I'm sure that once those people are unconscious, the children will also calm down. ;-) While I am in desperate need of a break, I am not ready to say goodbye to this particular group. I'm losing 4 who are moving up. This is why I don't have my own children, I'd never be able to let them go.

Yes, God is good.

Mandy said...

Aw, Lisa..you do have a wonderful gift! I love hearing you talk about your students. It always makes me laugh, because as a preschool teacher, it seems as though we have very similar stories from our days. My kiddos are just a little shorter than yours. :)
Your kiddos are so blessed to have you.